happy + sad !

hahaha ! actually i saw someting on bashir's post..
tht he commented..
so, actually i knew he is going..
i went to the library early in the morning..
after tht i went to SENDO NO YA to eat
i was very full x)
later..
i went to megamall !
i reli wish to see him..
i walked and walked and walked..
finally i pass by him !
his smile was so adorable !
tht i couldnt turn away..
but i force myself to turn away!
so, well, i did !
i knew u were smiling to me =)
and ur presence really makes me happy but sucks on the same time..
sry tht i didnt smile back to u..
after telling u tht i kinda liked u..
i dont even know how to say a "HI" to u anymore..
i am very emo today..
i like u !
i admit k?
but,
boys will choose frens over gf..
so i dont know tht i should give up or not =(
i wished i have talked to u !
i really wish ='(
u were smiling the whole time !
thank you..
i was too shy to look at u !
RAHIMI ! thanks for everything u have done =.= !
and not to forget there's a dance competition !
congratz u all won the FIRST !!
YAY =)

love,
chelsea